Upside Down, Downside Up!
I always imagine if ever watching continuous three movies on Sunday one after the other, but it sounds silly to others. I want to have fun by freaking out with my parents on a holiday by cheering a drink and a dance together at night in a club, but I can’t because it would sound silly to others. I want to go on a vacation all alone with myself to Goa or a hill station for a month but yes I can’t because it would sound weird and silly to others. Ever imagined reading a book by placing your bums on a thick branch of tree for hours down the road street adjacent to your house, I would love to experience it, but as I said I can’t because of some silly others. I truly want to be with my parents for my whole life and so no matter being a girl, I don’t want to get married but this category will not let me do so. Huh… if I even think about going ahead taking this decision, the so called others will die of this mishap.
So what these hopes remained an imagination and eroded in some polluted air! The only question left unanswered was that did I stop & think living myself completely in this phase of life? If no, then why not did I go for it?
Ever thought of ‘Others’ whom we are talking about; means no one to us, we have never met them, if meet not known them properly, they don’t occupy any space in our lives but we are always ready to give them so much space that they can enter our lives without knocking and are not ready to exit at all. It is hard to accept this unwilling fact that this category of hypothetical humans takes maximum decisions of our lives. The self is suppressed to express and enjoy each and every moment of life the way self wants to explore.
In this race, we are trying to conquer our only friend of life i.e. ourselves, who is always besides us no matter which phase are we going through good or bad, happy or sad and growth or failure..
